13 of May 2014 (7.01 a.m)
Such a wonderful morning, I should say. Have you ever wake up early in the morning, opening tab " You Tube" and type keywords "Let Her Go by Passenger". Then, you play it, figuring either its up to your taste or not. And, yes it did! It up to my taste! After that, you downloaded it, then cant wait for the downloading bar to say, "Your download is complete" while your gut said, "cepatlaahhh, cepatlaaahhh (high pitch, imaginary voices in your mind)" . hihi. Then, once it is complete, you keep playing it while blogging. (Guess, who is it?)
Actually, nothing laah.. This is my cue for you saying that I fell in love with this song and the vocalist's voice for the first time. Aaannnndddd, I like it's opening music (sounds of piano). Wish to learn how to play piano in future. Waaa, excited-nyaaaaa. Okay, stop.
"Back to the laptop":
We should never regret of the pasts. Yes, we can't change what had happened, but we can learn from it for today, present times (a gift to us; a brand new day). Nevertheless, we can't predict what might happened in the next seconds, minutes and hours. We just can't. Just pretend that, we had been planned with plan A and B in our life. It's not that all the time things are controllable. We might be contented now, and hours later wiping tears off the cheeks. I had experienced it before. Not once or twice, but many times before. So, be prepared. Still, I am not that strong even though i keep wanting to stay strong. In sha Allah, by the times, I will. Actually, faking a smile and laughters really help us a lot to be one! So, sometimes, pretending is good!
Now, say "Cheeeeeeseeeeeee" = )
Okay2, now; "Prac-tiring-cum" / Practicum.
Practicum is similar with 'latihan industri' or 'praktikal' of other undergraduates of universities or colleges. The only difference is we being sent to the schools while they have freedom to choose the place for their 'li'.
My partner (in crime haha) and I had been sent to one school near Ampang, Ipoh. "SK something **ya". haha. We have to carry out practicum there for one month.
Trust me, in that short period of time, there are lots of things that we experienced and discovered.
First, DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER!
First impression: Very good. A while later ....
A friend of mine said, "the truth always hurts". hmmm.
Sad thing is, its true. . Both of us are very upset with the working culture and environment there. Soooooooo unmotivated! Thus I was frustrated. I had attended PLC course at my college recently, my lecturer said, "good school produced good teacher, bad school produced bad teacher" , "good school + bad teacher = good school and good teacher". It means that, the environment of the school plays important role in forming the teachers, the educators!
Most of the teachers are less friendly, but undeniably, few of them are very friendly and nice. Take for instance Kak Su, Mdm Rusminah, Sir Jamal and few more but I can't remember their names. Sorryyy T.T We had talks together, sharing experiences and it just so nice. Being nice didnt really cost us money even a penny right?. Oh I just cant understand...
Our favourite spot for 'sweet escape' from their eyes, jeng3 ; canteen.
We like to chat with the general workers of the school during lunch time. They are more humble and friendly I guess. As I said previously, dont judge a book by its cover, by their statuses. There are two gardeners with previous, great experiences, job and background. One is a former engineer (landscape) and the other one is a former army for parachute. * jaw drop* for a moment. Seriously, I never thought they had that kind of background. And, there are reasons for everything happens in our life. They had reasons for their choice of their life. By the way, thank you for the nice chats and laughters that we had together before. It just so nice to met with you guys. May Allah bless us with abundant happiness in our life. Ameeen.
What do you feel when people cant see the shine inside you? All the things that they can see is the negativity of you. Feeling demotivated, bad, stupid? Yeah, I feel that, bro. But, we know that we are not that extremely stupid. yaaaaahhhhhh.
Furthermore, we are still in the learning progress. And, its our freaking first practicum. "You", dont be such perfectionist while you are not one (not perfect).
One more, that I hate the most, taking teacher trainees for granted. Yeah, I know thats ur place, but taking us for granted is just so bad.
Our project? Ooopps, that's 'your project'. In the end, 'you' said that we both are lazy and so slow while we are progressing with YOUR project but not our project??! and you said we didnt update our portfolio?? Excuse me, is it our or YOUR portfolio?? 'You' became a vampire just because we didnt bring your so-unimportant-thats-our-efforts-portfolio where you asked us to put all our teaching materials in the folio of yours. And it's not right. oopss.
One more, 'you' please stop complaining on the others if you are just the sae as those. read this: shut up.
Luckily, those little stars had delighted my sad heart. Those are my pupils <3
taraaaa
My lovely 3 Delima. Say hi! ;)
Where is the teacher? haha
My cute Ainin a.k.a Joyah. hihi. I love the way she reacts with people. Just so cute side of her.
They prepared a surprise simple party for me! Terharunyeeeeeee. Muaaah2 uolls. hehe
They refuse to go to canteen just to have their last breaks with me T.T . I was so touched baby!
Flying kiss for me. Aww that's so sweet of you Ainin ! <3<3<3
'Teacher's pets' Soleha and Umairah <3
These are Ghaz (back) and Adam (front). Adam cried when I was about to leave the school T.T
Hehe. Teacher selfie-ing with her pupils. PEACE.
Okay, class. Time's up. That's all for today; March-April's Summary.
Dear 3 Delima, teacher loves and will never forgets all of you. Thanks for our memories.
Sincerely,
Me.
xoxo <3
